To be regretful of times past
The feeling of wanting to take all of your bad moments back. To put your regrets in order and fix them and live a perfect life.
To do that, you will have to time travel. To be human is to make mistakes, yet a lot of these mistakes feel irreversible, and are so hard to grow from.
It mocks you in the night and day, your mind going sick with the thought of actions done. To think of who you once were and feel a sense of horror at what you once did.
It's sad, honestly. To not be able to put them in order, but the balance of humanity and perfection must be preserved. Mistakes are the scars of the mind – something funny to tell your friends in the future, something to learn from for the future. Sometimes you may make the same mistake over and over again, and it carves deeper and deeper within your brain.
It's okay.
Be yourself once again.
Be human. Make mistakes.
- Iszac